Hey Love,

Insecurities

2012-02-01T08:20:00.001-08:00

LOL. I'm going to get so many haters for this, because Naomi Neo also wrote a similar topic and I swear it was a coincidence. So if Naomi Neo happens to read this by some wonderous miracle of some sort, I sincerely apologise Naomi and no matter how the haters put you down, you just gotta pick yourself up and move on. Tell yourself, I am who I am for the FLAWS and INSECURITIES I have. Everyone has FLAWS and INSECURITITES, it's how you face and overcome them that defines who your really are and your personality. So Naomi, continue staying beautiful, inside-out. Thanks for making my day with your entries posts, letting me be inspired to blog. I love reading them and your photos with their meaningful captions are what explains what I personally feel at times :) Jiayous, you can do it Girl! And TO THE REST OF THE WORLD, OR PEOPLE READING THIS, REMEMBER, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND YOUR FLAWS AND INSECURTIES MAKE YOU WHO YOU ARE. BUT HOW YOU HANDLE THEM DEFINE YOUR PERSONALITY AND YOU AS A PERSON. XOXO.

Hey guys, so today's topic will be :

FEAR, INSECURITIES AND SUFFERING

FEAR, INSECURITIES AND SUFFERI

Do you guys feel like :

*NOT TALENTED ENOUGH?...
*NOT PRETTY ENOUGH?...
*NOT SMART ENOUGH?...
*NOT THIN ENOUGH?...
*NOT FUN ENOUGH?...

Everyone feels that way one way or another. Whether your famous or not, whether your pretty or not, whether your rich or not, whether your skinny or not, whether you cool or not, whether our popular or not, people will always find insecurities within themselves. As human nature, we tend to compare ourselves with others who do things better than we can. Then we get all moody, scared and fearful as to why we're NOT GOOD ENOUGH for this World or this Society and that is how our society gets fucked up basically. Because people everywhere are comparing themselves to Beautiful people.

In Singapore, you see famous BEAUTIFUL bloggers everywhere and their photos are up on Facebook with 2000+ likes, like XiaXue, NaomiNeo, TypicalBen, Randyy etc etc. And we see the number of likes of their photo and the number of likes with YOUR, then you start comparing YOUR looks with THEIR looks, then you start comparing YOUR richness with THEIR richness, then you start comparing YOUR figure with THEIR figure and eventually, you end up comparing EVERYTHING that you don't have with EVERYTHING that THEY HAVE and you think HOW WONDERFUL AND COMPLETE THEIR LIFE IS.

AND THIS VICIOUS CYCLE JUST KEEPS GOING ON AND ON AND ON AND IT NEVER FAILS TO CONTINUE.

But don't you realise that even bloggers feel insecure and not good enough. They fear that they will have more haters than people who will see their beauty and appreciate them for who they are. That is why they edit their photos, photoshop and use effects. Truth is everyone wants to look good and beautiful right? So where is the logic in judging people of this society, when you yourselves are being judged by the society and your inner-being as well.

So HATERS and KEYBOARD WARRIORS, stop insulting people and put down that fucked up attitude of yours. Stop cyber-bullying and start loving. You will see that the world will be a better and more peaceful place.

*NOT TALENTED ENOUGH?

*NOT PRETTY ENOUGH?

This diagram illustrates the cycle clearly. On the left with have an image i ripped graciously from Google and on the right, we have the same image but with the editting I did.

*NOT SMART ENOUGH?

Image ripped from google:

Image I editted:

So forget about your insecurities for a second. Take a minute to compliment yourself (but obviously not overboard, then your just plain ARROGANT;bitch), praise yourself because of your efforts today, because you were able to survive another day in YOUR IDENTITY.

Okay now, photos taken during Christmas 2011 and CNY 2012':

Image ripped from google:

So you see, people are human nature and we tend to compare, it's natural, we tend to be jealous, it's also natural. But when we let it get too much to our heads and start doing desperate measures like Purging, Starving, Over-eating, putting too much make-up, spending too much, going for Plastic Surgery in hopes of changing who we are, then IT'S TOO MUCH. It's time WE SHOULD STOP, because YOU ARE LOSING YOUR IDENTITY. Identity: The person who makes YOU, YOU. And you can'r change this part about you, because you LIVE FOR NO-ONE ELSE, BUT YOURSELF. So forget about your insecurities for a second. Take a minute to compliment yourself (but obviously not overboard, then your just plain ARROGANT;bitch), praise yourself because of your efforts today, because you were able to survive another day in YOUR IDENTITY.

Okay now, photos taken during Christmas 2011 and CNY 2012':

Aaron & WillieAJH

Claudia resembles NaomiNeo in a way doesn't she? Hahas :) Proud to have her as a sister and constantly loving her always. She has the same birthday as me too!

Marvin looking as gorgeous as ever and me always ruining the pict ._.

My face looked super Unglam and Ugly, but Marvin looks as hot as ever -_-", so jealous of my BFF. Whatever damn angle also nice. Therefore, I shall use Derpette to cover my ugly face. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

So after meeting up with Espoir for dinner and stuff, time to head down to get some drinks with my cousin and get ready to usher in the new year! :)

Kilkenny! Mild and Dry beer. Try it for the New Drinkers!

CNY 2012:

Photos taken during CNY2012:

That's all folks! Last day till the Weekend! WE WE WE SO EXCITED! Blog again soon! :)

The One That Got Away. HAPPY CNY!

2012-01-22T06:44:00.000-08:00

OKAY HAII PEEPS! First of all, I've edited my blog format if you guys have seen the above. And secondly, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR (eve) and as the Chinese like to say it "CHINESE NEW YEAR DAY 1,2,3,4,5,7,8...." but unfortunately, we only have 2 days of holiday, which is extremely unfair.

I would like to say that I apologise for not updating my blog very often due to heavy school work and tuition & CCA commitments. Despite me not blogging, I still wish for more people to visit my blog though. TEEHEE. Greedy Me. I'm sorry :(

Alright, went out the other day with my Darlings and wore my new HAUL from Forever21, a Surprised Mickey-Mouse Inspired Fringe Top which costs me just $20++ bucks to get it. It's super cute and totally worth it! PLUS THE FRINGE FOR AWESOME DETAILS! I also wore my PATENT WHITE LEATHER DOC MARTS TO GO WITH THE TOP! Will put up the picture.

And and, Sorry for the New Year and Christmas Post that I have not put up, I APOLOGISE SINCERELY! Will try to find time to post the pictures and talk about how it went! Meanwhile, pictures on Friday! Oh, and I ended school quite early, around 11am, so am quite glad :)

SORRY FOR THE BAD QUALITY PICTURES!

HAPPY LUNAR (CHINESE) NEW YEAR! XOXO! <3

Astronaut

2012-01-03T09:12:00.000-08:00

Regret doing my work so last minute and so late. Especially when today there's training ongoing. Tired TTM. And so bloated from Thai Food for dinner just now. Ok la. I should stop crapping and just catch my sleep. Tired. Will update how I spent my Christmas and New Year tmr! Stay tuned I guess!

Sometimes, it's good to be single and enjoy the freedom. But ocassionally, you feel so unloved and #ForeverAlone, Lonely, that nobody wants to love you and you feel unwanted and unappreciated. I feel like that more recently. Do you?

It's a long drive back to Vegas Skies.

2011-12-25T09:22:00.000-08:00

Short post:

Orchard today with babyyyys and church service with family. Love them oh so much. Happy birthday Jesus! I love you! :)) more photos soon! But this is a compilation of all the photos I took today. I used this app called "Photomess" on the Apple; iPhone app store which can be downloaded for free!

This is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night. And I'll go back to December, turn around and make it alright. I miss you.

Kiss me Slowly

2011-12-22T09:53:00.000-08:00

HEY GUYS!

Christmas is coming, but Holidays are ending soon! AHHHH!!! Next year is O-level year. Kinda frightened and fearful of what to expect next year and the much-expected heavy workload.

My proudly decorated Christmas tree! HA-HA. Okay JK.
It was done by my mum. I'm just trying to claim credit. HEHS :P

ANDDDDD TADAHHH!!! :

Got my new White Patens Leather Doctor Martens that I have been wanting for so badly over a year now. Finally worked my ass off and go myself a damn Christmas Present for the first time in 15 years! PHEW!*Grins Widely* SO PROUD OF MYSELF! :D

Okay! Done with a LONGGG POSTTT, like in a million years. I found out that I still do have friends stalking my blog. LOVE THEM OH SO MUCH! And the people, whoever are out there, viewing my blog. THANK YOU! Do leave comments and tweet to me @PepperPowerr or my fb in the description box! I want to keep improving! And sorry to my readers, that I don't post often!

GTG, Ciao! <3

Just two kids stupid and fearless♥

2011-11-29T08:31:00.000-08:00

GAHH. Holiday's here! HAHAHA.

Damn I need to figure out how to squeeze a tagboard into my limited blog space :/

During this holiday, I've changed from having a life to>>> superr no-lifer. YEAH, QUITE SAD I KNOW.

Tuition almost everyday, school almost every week and work quite often.

Recently damn shagg and tired. Gotta find a time to reccuperate.

My blog's suppa dead. DAMN. Kkay nevermind.
Tmr gotta wake up early, CIAO.

XOXO <3

Clubber kAt

2011-08-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, hope the numbers in the Web Hoppers go up :/ I desperately need a space to put my tagboard... And short post with picture.

Kkay, tiring day today aiye. School, More Homework, NDP rehersal, tuition and now trying to study for my test. Can't wait to be 18, then I can go PARTYING... PARTYING!!! And, and, I still feel workload in Poly is sooo much lesser than in Secondary School!

PARTY ALL DAY LONG LIKE A CRAZY PARTY ANIMAL.

How you Love me Now

2011-08-01T02:08:00.001-07:00

Ohkay, Finally I'm done with the new skin. I will figure out how to put up the music, but I'm taking down the chatbox. Cause Apparently, there are people trying to advertise in my blog.

And once again, I'm down with the GASTRIC FLU :/ Didn't go to school today, so went to the doctor's to get MC. It's so ironical that I'm not feeling well, despite editting my blog.

I guess I gotta go my hwk now,

CHIONG